"My stupid lonely heart"...

Cupid shot an arrow,
that went like a dart,
that poked through something,
called "my stupid aching heart"..

It left a hole deep inside of me..
A hole that showed my empty heart.
Why did he do it, what could it be?
Listen and I'll tell you the "funny part"..

The arrow stayed and did not budge..
But slowly, later it came out, part by part,
It was of a girl who melted me like a fudge..
An emotion rose deep inside "my stupid empty heart"..

I was afraid, oh yes I was..
of the things that could happen..
then again, a girl like her there neverwas..
I started realising my knife had sharpen..

I knew it wouldn't go well,
But too much I loved her.
Soon it was farewell..
And now i'm alone here..

I seem to always be the one who cries most,
after seeing the part i hated, 'the end.."
Looking so gaunt and hollowed like a ghost,
Looking like one dark, creepy trend..

I feel like crushing "my stupid foolish heart"..
Or rip it out of my aching and painful chest..
to put it up and throw things at it like a dart..
and shut it up like a troublesome little pest..

It hurts so bad but i"ll just have to cope..
Stand the pain I inflicted on my own..
I'd close my eyes and stop all hope..
'cause I'm always ending up being thrown.

I'd just give up if it'll stop the tears..
But i simply can't, not now, not here..
I've always been strong to face my fears,
But why can't I now? Am I really adhere?

Why doesit hurt everytime I think?
I'd drop down and cryand start to give up..
I cannot smile, I cannot laugh..
I could only fake it and later feel like throwing up..

The arrow cupid had in "my stupid broken heart",
left a big crak that soon shatters it..
Shattering me as I try to hold on hard..
Now I guess it's over and so now I'll end it....