GRRHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARGHH!!!!!!!!!

I can't take this anymore!!!! her long absence is killing me!!! Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel like ripping my heart out!!!!!!!!! GOD HELP ME!!!!! Right now i don't care whether we'll ever be back again, I just want her to talk to me again!! With her gone, all my "happy" emotions are gone with her as well!!!!! IT HURTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!='(